fairytale gone so bad
Sunday, April 01, 2007
i jus couldnt read u anymore. not knowing what u'd say but i think things are clearer now.thers no way for u to love me again like we use to. even then it wasnt real. so how would u know the meaning of real love? can u show? u gav me false hope n i fell deep into the trap. thers no way out for me. blockage here n ther. how to? i ask. no answer came. and here i lay stuck, trapped in the atmosphere. somebody throw me a rope for me to climb.thought the energy draining out of me. as the days pass, i grow weaker and weaker. just like the way i said i would shed. whats left would be my remains. unknown to many. how i felt. slowly in silence, i disappear. just the way ur love fer me died. dun pretend. it was a lie. a lie.
in silence i break down,
the poison i take,
just to heal your pain.
written on 01 feb
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