fairytale gone so bad
Sunday, April 01, 2007
yesterday i was sick.it was indeed real,but the tears that came were not from the headache but the heartache. i couldnt stand it any longer but for u i'll take the pain. no use showing u my tears and my pain cos it wont change a thing. all i can do was to pretend but i kno im no good at it. others could tell how i feel. if only i could mask all my pain in me jus for u. i dont want to hold u back. i wana let u go. but do u kno how hard was it. remembering all our memories. mayb that was how u felt for her.
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